39: Productive

I call this chapter...Productive.

I'd like to think that the new year generates a new energy, new beginnings...

but apparently my soul is impatient.

For the last two weeks, I have been craving something more.

It's like having that word right on the tip of your tongue-but for me, it's not just figurative-it's literal as well.

I find myself so full of energy-but not chaotic energy, energy that is screaming to be.

to be of use, to be formed, to be (molded?)

it's like thinking of atoms that are bouncing around, begging to bond..to become.

See?

tip of the tongue thought process occurring.

Welcome to my mind.

My molecules are excited!

I should actually call this entry Quantum...

so, here I am.

I am excited, I am ready, I think..I am finally leaning into healing.

You would be so proud of me.

Home, feels like home.

I am in my very own sanctuary, with my own thoughts to keep me company (and Ru, of course)..and it feels good.

I am a long way from you...but, that's okay.

Something tells me this part is critical.

Until the dust settles, or is it my atoms (or molecules?)?

I hope your Quantum state is as exciting as mine is.

xo