Day 4: Scribble

“It’s funny how the warning signs can feel like they’re butterflies.”

I feel like today is one of those days that my thoughts have become overwhelming for me, and instead of leaning into them for the entirety of the day-I allowed it to happen in conversation for about two hours.

Then, for the rest of my day I continued on to simple tasks that made me happy but that require minimal focus.

Today is a draining day for me, and I wish I could explain it-but it’s interesting to say that I didn’t realize it was draining until it was over.

I am at home in my bed feeling a mixture of sadness, confusion, and frustration.

I want to feel excited to go out with people, but how much I crave deep conversation-and how these kinds of conversation seem to rarely happen now.

I can’t seem to connect.

If you find me disconnecting, please reach out.

As you can see from day 4, my love is not always easy..and I am currently a mixture of so many thoughts that that the thought of my thoughts exhausts me.

Let’s hope for a better tomorrow, not that today wasn’t good.

Xo-me.